The ugly truth is this, over-indulgence in gossips makes one ugly.

Hahaha. So random! Just my thoughts.

Everything just had to happen today. Dear's first driving test, and our selection of our flat.

Same morning, 1 hour difference.

I got my desired flat after much thoughts, and several rounds of elimination. IT was such a mental torture. It was after shortlisting 60 flats at the start, relooking at it, then relist, then eliminate the selected ones, and then got the final ten before I went for the selection in the early morning. Well, lucky I had suet with me, with her around, I am more assured bcos there is someone with me! I am so thankful to have her around whenever I am making major decisions.

Also, Dar passed his driving at the first testing! WHHEEE! CAR, we will see you soon.

HAHAHAHAH.

Yesh!!! I finally booked my trip to Japan, Osaka. Angie must be laughing her heads off while reading this. This has ding dong quite a while, and I am not heading to Bintan , Angie.HO HO HO.

It took me so long so long and so much time, and effort just to decide a place and goes on a long trip with him. So I feel like I am cloud nine now. Can't stop imagining and thinking about the trip!

So although it is already 12.51 am, I am somehow in my holiday mood.

I had apprehension when I was going to book the trip a hour ago, wondering if it was too early to go off from school, the night before the Hari Raya Haji PH. Well, that said, I still booked it in the end. There were just too many variables taken into consideration.

*JUMPS* I am such a happy bunny now, and I am beaming with joy and excitement just like my children. :)

With special request from Angie, I shall update this space more often. :)

I don't update my blog with my pictures, blame it on the post of cyberwellness coordinator, photographs should not reveal the true appearance of the blog owner. But that said, look at the profile pic!
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With so much apprehension for the new term to start, and a yearn to connect with my colleague's daughter who is also my pupil, I decided to show her some skipping techniques. The demonstration turns out to be a Achilles's heel *kwa Kwa Kwa*
I SPRAINED MY ANKLE and i hardly can walk. Handicapped. Here it is,





Wrapped like a super huge dumpling. Anyone keen to taste it? I know I am quite psycho! Or kiss it!

It was a 4 hours spent on seeing a western for a proof, and a sinseh to treat the area. Oh, I screamed when the sinseh was rubbing my foot. *cries a ocean* Pain!

I seriously, do not know how to go school tmr despite I have a two-day medical leave approved from the doctor. Any poll? Tmr is vetting...

Even at the last week of the term, I was totally immersed in work and burnt out. I was exhausted at the last Friday, yet rest was not in the top of list. It was to meet up friends and cheer on the start of the holis.

With the holis beginning, and my every monthly visit of my auntie, I had a mild upwelling of emotions. With so much emotions going through the week, I feel uplifted finally at the end. Things are falling in place, and I am elated.

We finally got a good number in balloting. :) well that said, means we are so gng to live at Punggol. Byebye, easties.

Tmr will be a better day, isn't it?

If you observe carefully, I have used house and not home. Because I am not able to afford my dream home.

Anyway, 3 months of searching and in vain. I am kinda disheartened and got really tired.

By the way, saw a flat that has the kitchen floor still made of mosaic! Walao. Ancient la! I was still an egg when my parents were using that flooring! I do not know how people sustain themselves in such an environment. Perhaps, contentment will blind a person. There is totally no quality of life! Anyway, yet, they wanna sell it so expensively. Terrible!

Shall continue on house hunting episode!

Probably, I had never had so much fun in my life! Broiler room, chilling and playing some games were indeed the way to wind down the hectic week (BOOK CHECK). I didn't even feel like going home yet!

More on the way, I hope! Perhaps, my birthday bash?!! hehehehe

I need to take things more seriously, and be happier.

This has always be my philosophy in life! Maybe it is time for some reflection on how I can be more disciplined! It sucks knowing I haven't changed a bit for years! :(

Holidays are here!

For a while, I was telling how I felt that I had friends in school.

But then, to much realization, I guess I could be alone after all. Perhaps, things were not so optimistic the way I see it. Damn.

Well, I shall blog more about this when I have time.

to the my dearest

Happy 7th Anniversary.. :)

For a while, I felt really unhappy and inadequate of my profession. For the fact that I neglected my marking and planning, and zoned out infront of the TV for consecutive days. In my subconscious mind, there was an urgent quest for freedom and relaxing. So I zoned out for a couple of days and felt really bad after that...

But now i am all well. :)

3 days of medical leave had me lying in bed all day. And I can't help but to feel bored. I am really bored out with me being sick and not able to taste any single of my favourite food.

AGONYyyyyyyyyyyy and tops of this, I had to plan for next week lessons. More agony.

That is how i am feeling now. I can't help feeling this way cos I have no space I call my own.

Can you just leave me alone..

There were times when I fantasized about having a classroom of my own. Now, I do not have to anymore!

So I head down with the manly McNie and bought some really nice stuff for the classroom! Hope the kiddies will love them just like i do! :)

check out the pictures.

Bookmarks, trimmers, stickers and charts!! :) love them all.

that one can be less resentful towards his ___ but it just seem to bridge that relationship and I feel seriously disturbed at this hour.

is there anything i can do?

These were the people I hang out yesterday. Guess what? These are all teachers.

Stay positive - I am saying this to me. :)

It is hard to believe how one's passion burnt out so easily within a span of four years. Thus, God has given the indication to me, not to be too emotional with the things around me and I am learning.

Cleaned the classroom, and cleared two bags worth of stuff. Looking at the state of the classroom just reminded me of how reflective it is of the owner. The teacher is the owner of the classroom. the boss of the castle. how the castle is being constructed solely depends on teacher.

I glanced around for nearly 60 mins while waiting and the state of the classroom reflects the emotional state or well-being of the teacher. :) Sad. I feel sad for her. How her passion has died, because she couldn't manage her emotions well enough.

I am seeing her tomorrow again. Seriously, I am keeping a positive outlook, however, I have been filtered with too much negative remarks and I am seriously sick of it. Stop filling me with that.

I am overwhelmed. Yes. On the first day of school.

The fact that got me waiting in the office for nearly 20 minutes doesn't put me on a good impression of the place. However, the VP was hospitable to bring me around and introduce me to the respective teacher in charge. Hearing that I am taking over some teacher who is leaving didn't leave me in shock, but rather taking over a P2 class. Why has it got to be p2? I wonder. This teacher merely completed the bond and has tendered her resignation. Isn't it sad? she suffered numerous breakdowns and have decided to leave the service. I feel rather sad and was in disbelief how she couldn't manage all these stress.

I observed the class today. Playful and naughty but they can be tamed. I was very apprehensive over the management of the class, how it might be different from my practicum school. but well, I guess there isn't much of a difference anyway after I have seen the class. :) The first thing I said to them, 'IN TWOS' . I shouted and i heard echos. hahahaahhaha. Shiok I saw the change of expression on the boys. Did i mention this? I have only 6 girls out of 30 children in my class. BOYS. Ekk!


Quite happy. Just that I will take some time to get used to the place since I wasn't there for pract!

it is great to see you again. Indeed, knowing you are far better off now make me feel at ease.

All the best, pal.